Dear friends

Welcome to my Art page.

Hope everything is all well and hope you enjoy my work in a bad or good way.What matters is you feel a unpredictable energy from them and eventually you'll express a unpredictable part of it when ever flow's into you while you draw or make any art form.

I didn't put much stuff up in my gallery for the past year and its quite hard to keep up with everything I like to do beside Drawing.
I do feel that I'm missing a lot towards drawing but not only the aspect of drawing but the connection this makes in return as meditation.

I quite believe that this connection as helped and strengthen my focused in my Art in general...writing, workouts, composing music, playing piano and also clearer thoughts and thinking.
Basically helped me doing and expressing myself in overall task in life.

The good thing about last week on 31 October.I was brought to a museum in New Brunswick in Fredericton beaverbrook art gallery.It was quite inspiring as it was my first time visiting a museum in my life.

I've seen the paintings of the impressionism collection and it was quite amazing to see it in physical life.It quite boosted my inspiration and admiration for art.Apparently that collection is only transported every 50 years in Art museum's.

But what shocked me the most in the museum was this painting by Salvador Dali: Santiago el Grande ( [link] )

It was unbelievable!The size was so big and the painting was so detailed on a such huge painting board.I was always shock since I saw it.I just wondered how he actually made this board in the first place and actually find the space to paint the actual piece.Here's a example pic where two young kids standing right beside it looking at it ( [link] )

I also wondered how long it took to paint this.It surely not 2 days of work.It feels more like 2 years of work if not more.I can't imagine the care that he put into it.What a strength and motivation!The return of meditation from painting this, must have been extreme.He was probably very open minded person and very smart.No matter what, his paintings speaks greatly for himself.

Beside that painting.They whore other big one's also very detailed, very emotional and beautiful but not as big.Santiago el Grande was actually the main entrance room painting.

Kind of weird but I kind of felt that I belonged in those collection.It was the same for my family, they felt the same way that I belong in those paintings, which was a feel of french.They whore many Canadian artist which came from France.My father's family comes from France but never met them or know them.I don't even know if these people whore french artist or had talent from this side of the family.My family can't believe or understand how I'm so talented in everything and whatever I do.They believe that it comes from the side of my father family.I've seen my father for 5 years since my birth then he left somewhere, which I don't know.May be alive maybe not but its not something I wish for.

So I guess it stay's as a mystery, which I think is pretty cool!

One thing I believe is, I never really used my full potential in art.Maybe I was too afraid or maybe too lazy to believe in myself, perhaps the encouragement or motivation was not there.But by seeing those paintings, I felt as if a energy has transferred through me and made me realize a importance in art and made me understand something in a Artwork piece was all about.They definitely put there souls into it, maybe the ability they have was because they had no technology and the only thing they could think about was what they had to do or they had this important feeling that the only thing they had was art to survive with and perhaps that's what they whore driven by but by saying that also feels like they really loved painting.Whatever they whore in bad or good motivation or even in depression they kept painting.

They knew that all the energy they had would transfer through a art form and perhaps heal them in return and not only that but they whore huge believers in these times of life.They whore not too brain washed by how they should think because of knowing how the world think from the TV or any source of negative information towards how you should live or die or express ourselves...obviously killing someone or something is wrong but I guess you get the point.Even hugging a tree would be considered crazy or out of ordinary to this mentality world but definitely not to me.It actually help me with my hard times in life and its quite amazing.Its also quite shocking how it feels and it actually felt like it healed me in someway, perhaps you should try it and see how life can transfer such a peaceful energy through you.I believe putting rules limits our human potential drastically.I think they surpassed a strength that we don't know because where in the technology world and saying that feels like where actually disconnecting our real value in life within and our potential that life gave us.

But one thing I know is, I always thought I could have done better in my artwork but perhaps this might be a Artist thing...